All I know is what they all say
and how weird it all is
and I like to keep a healthy dose of skeptic in me
that way I am never led astray
I don’t see anything around me all day
I am so oblivious
it feels like someone is changing my reality
right in front of me, playing a game
Always internally thinking
and my mind starts to fray
always eternally sinking
how do I find another way?
And here comes the men in alien costumes
they have been rearranging my furniture
sneaking in and out of my house
in mid day right in front of my face they stir
Oh yes sir, I see invisible aliens
or are they really from the stars
Why are they so obscure?
I don’t know if they want me to stay
I don’t know if they have time to play
I don’t know anything at all
I am so unsure!
Should I follow you halfway
should I look around me for an escape
should I follow you all the way?
Is my life on display in the museum of delay
I just can’t convey
what is on my mind because i don’t know anything today
I asked him why he lies about things I really love
and why my life is his
apparently I just never heard him properly
but when it comes to destiny, I never made it up
He says: I love you so don’t leave me
and his next words sound like a riddle or a quiz
and he leads me down a trail
of ever growing mystery, that I will never see clearly
why do I always fail?
I really tried to understand his point of view
but I don’t feel anything at all
other than that, I feel deja vu
my life’s synchronicity
it’s sort of bringing me closer to you
it really feels like a cliche
and i don’t know where to find you
down the hallway
maybe you were in my mind all along
or maybe I was wrong
and did you?
did you betray?
what the hell is going on?
what the hell is going on!
I see them staring at me from outside
even though my curtains are drawn
The sun feels so bright
even though I sit in the peace of dawn
Hey, are you around me now? Well if you aren’t
gather around me and come on!
I will travel to other universes
and there I will find someone
He’s so close yet so far away
I saw him earlier
He was prancing on my front lawn
like a white knight swan
and then he flew away
Oh why do you dissapear
every time I get so close to your trail
Oh why do I always fail…?
I’m sorry friend, I didn’t quite hear
my eyes and ears are unclear
and I seem to be lost out here
And my surroundings look like a confusing smear
And looking at you is like looking into a mirror
is this the new reality
they call New Earth?
Am I looking back in time
about a bajillion light years?
Yeah, I saw you sneer -_-
you don’t like what I’m thinking
you never support my thoughts
you never want to get too near
And you think I’m a crazy person in a game
you think I’m making this up, you think I’ve gone insane
but I’m not so vain
I’ve lost my sense of sane or my sense of way
does it really matter anyway
I’m no longer apart of this world today
and I’m not sure
I’m just unsure!
As my guts start to decay
I see funny looking kids with green hairspray
and they think they know it all
but they don’t know about my pain
And as the stars twinkle in their disarray
joined by twinkling gems dancing a ballet
I think to myself that no one really knows
maybe not even those UFO’s
Hey Mr. Alien, please take me away
I don’t like it here anymore, I just want to start again
somewhere not here!
You can’t just leave me here
after implanting these things in my brain
I thought we were close….
I thought we were the same
No, that’s not why I am here!
I’ve had enough of these humans
they aren’t obeying my orders
they are nonsense
they are all disordered
nothing on Earth makes sense
And as I stand up, I feel kind of intense
I see his face through the billowy clouds of incense
and before he can dissapear
I ask him why am I here
And they give me gold chains,
aside from games,
also a crown and I frown and hand them a chain link fence
Oh I don’t mean to push you away in my defence
I’m just no longer feeling like who I am, I am existing in past tense
And the pain is so immense
My body feels like it is expanding
hence my lack of understanding
and in my expense
I guess two worlds are at war as they merge
It is that which we commence
But dad, I heard the call a long time ago
It’s not fair that I have to do these things like so
cleaning up the crime scenes of humanity
and why am I so destined
to be here for what feels like eternity
and why have I sinned
am I really free
am I just a rabbit
am I just an absentee?
I don’t see anything around me
I don’t know what is going on
and when you said I was talking backwards
I guess I can kind of agree
It’s all a paradox you see
and when it comes to life after death
that is one thing I can guarantee
but when it comes to life
I really don’t know what I see
is there anything really around me?
What the hell is going on!
What the hell is going on?
Why do I feel like everything is moving on
without me as I just stand here
falling through the earth as it yawns
I guess I never moved
but how can I be so sure!
Was I captured?
Was I captured?
Did you betray me
in the Rapture?
in the Rapture?
Oh why is everything so obscure?
I don’t know anything anymore
I feel so insecure
with my reality
my reality has been altered
and my body
and my mind is so unsure