I just wish you would tell me everything.
And I mean
every little thing
all your dirty little secrets, all what hurts and pains you
all that you hold onto
every thing you never told anyone
Every big thing you never told me
every small thing that makes you who you are
everything that you kept silent from the whole world
i just want to be the one person that you can confide in
I just want to know the truth
the truth will set you free
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I saw you last night in my dream
now you just come spiralling down all over me
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Jesus where have you been
other than haunting my every day and my dreams
it’s been so long
things aren’t as they seem
just take me back to the days where I had you here with me
while they try to find a vaccine
to help us escape these dreams
i’ve been trying to see through the unseen
is it a man or a machine?
God, I kind of worry
He is too high above me
and i don’t know if he’s going to come back down again
sometimes I wonder
if he will cuddle me and be so sweet
just to eat me up like a wolverine
take me to the world of Undine
build me a submarine
take me
and let me tell you of such a tragedy
that weighs me down like I’m wearing all stone in the sea
i thought
i thought I had it all
why did I have to go and trip and fall
why did I have to lose it all?????????????
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He is too high above me
maybe in the stars
maybe beyond time
maybe up on mars
I mean, who knows where anybody really is….. anyway
is it fate
is up to me to stay
why is it all i do is wait and wait
he always says he will be here one day
that day never came
oh i tried…
i tried to play this game
but i failed
and I cried
so much I died
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He says he would never lie
but he’s still keeping secrets from me
He’s a man of many disguises
He says one day I’ll finally see
Well I know he has many surprises
up his sleeve
He says he will be here soon
but it’s been many years and I’ve yet to see that day
He always promises me the moon
but all his promises seem to slip away
When I ask him when soon will be
he never gives me an exact date
When I ask him if he will ever be with me
he says soon, I just have to wait
But I keep on waiting and waiting
and he never appears
Why do I keep on waiting for him
when logic tells me he’ll never be here?
Well I’ve never been that logical
And I really want to believe
that this is magical
Maybe I’m just a hopeless romantic
holding onto dreams that will never come true
maybe this dream was destined to be tragic
maybe but I still can’t get over you
So you go and promise me the stars
but you are so high above me
and i don’t know if you’ll be coming down again
all the things you say
all your charm
makes me fall in love with you again
but you are so very far away
i don’t know if it’s possible to have you here
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If I’m just a game to you
then I want to rule you like Donkey Kong
And if I’m just a slave to you
then I want to be the best one
If you’re playing with my heart
then don’t be surprised if I play along
So you say you’ll be here someday
but i don’t know if that dream will ever come true
But there’s no point in living without love
I hope this thing lasts forever
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Sometimes I feel so small, sometimes I feel so powerful
and when you look at me
do you know who I am?
Do you see the size of my soul
or do you see my captivity?
Do you see beyond the veil
or are you captured in this infinity
Ultimatum
Space time continuum
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In this existence I am beautiful
stars shining light on my soul
am i flying in my dreams?
Or am I just a shooting star
A light queen, a sliver of beauty
a meteor
a silver sheen
an icey gleam
a sordid but wonderful dream
Are you really just a fragment of time
can I pick you up and hold you in my pocket?
Could I have you as mine
Or are we just cosmic stardust
going in and out of life
just actors in a dream
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Couldn’t I have a Soulmate if I were the Sun?
If I was the sun, you would be my sky
You give me the will to shine
Without you I have no light………………………….
My soul is so wise
it fills the skies
with words you can barely touch
not the kind of words you speak
the word that ignited the sky
the heavens above
shine light on my soul
down here alone
in quarantine
but i’m not really
i’m floating up high in space
beyond the stellar beams
in a daylight chamber
i remember
the seeds of which i came from
the seeds of time
I’m becoming everything I ever was
and that is everything
I am all that is
I am all encompassing
This struggle is exactly what I need
to be set free
from the karmic doors of this cosmic play
I am breaking free
waking up
from this dream
My Soulmate is the golden pinnacle of life
the yin to my yang
the one who separates from me in the polarity
the one who makes it night
while I make it day
he is the epitome of all that is
and i am the divine feminine
bringing light to all creation
without polar opposites
we never would have created all this love
now it’s time to merge the light
with the darkness
now it’s time to bring us all together again
Stellar Rainbow 