Dream Come True

you are everything I ever dreamed of

you are amazing, you are perfect to me

you are all I ever think of

you are the only one I ever see

that’s how I wish you would look at me

 

I want to be your dream come true

I wish I was your wish, your desire, your fantasy

but I know I’ll never be amazing like you

I still wish you wanted to spend every waking minute with me

I still want you to want me as much as I want you

I wish I was the only one you wanted to see

 

i wish I could read your mind so I could make your dreams come true

i wish I could be everything to you

i wish there was no doubt in your mind that you wanted me too

I would give up everything just to hear you say you loved me too

 

because I want to spend every waking moment with you

and when I fall asleep, I want you here next to me

I want to share everything in my life with you

i want you to be the one here with me forever

i want you to be the one to wear my ring for eternity

i don’t have much to offer you

but I promise I won’t stop loving you ever

every little thing about you is perfect to me

I love every thing about you

I would do whatever it takes to make you happy

 

I will be loyal, I will be faithful, I will give you everything that you need

I will be your greatest friend, I want to be your everything

 

I guess I’m not the one you always dreamed of

but i want to do everything I can to prove myself to you

I want to spend my life giving you my love

I would spend my life making love to you

Because I love you more than anything

Do you love me too?

If I really had to find out

i know

all the signs keep telling me to run away

but maybe I should just throw the oracle cards out the

window

this is a funny time

everyone is talking in rhymes

I can’t hear you, I can’t hear myself

I don’t see what I’m supposed to

 

all i know for sure is I don’t want to be without you

every time it comes to this

everyone and everything telling me you’re not right for me

but if it’s so wrong then why does it hurt so much to leave you

if it’s so wrong then why does it feel so good to love you

if it’s so wrong then why do i spend every moment thinking of you

wishing you were here

if i’m not supposed to love you

then why won’t this pain disappear

 

It’s obvious I fell in love

I don’t think I was supposed to

but does my heart want what it can’t have or is it the right thing for me to

give up everything to go and get you

 

if this is the right thing, then why does it feel so wrong

i know we’re supposed to be moving on

but i can’t, and I don’t want to

the more time I spend away from you, the more I keep thinking

that i want to spend the rest of my life with you

 

If I really had to find out that you weren’t mine

i wouldn’t believe it for one moment

I know that I proposed to you a million times in my dreams

If i really had to find out you weren’t heaven sent

i wouldn’t believe it, for one second

 

I know the situation isn’t perfect

if you’ve been fake with me all along then I guess I fell for someone who isn’t real

you could keep up the charade forever and I’d go along with it

 

If i really had to find out my best friend was undercover

i’d still be sure there was a part of you that must have loved me

if I really had to find out that you had a secret lover

and you were cheating on me

I’d forgive you and do what it takes to have you back here with me

 

But even if I really had to find out you never wanted to be my lover

and that you were trying to hurt me intentionally

i’d still love you unconditionally

 

If i really had to find out you have an altar ego or a secret identity

i’d give my whole life just to set you free

and you could be whoever you wanted to be

i’d still want you here with me

 

If i really had to find out you were broken or crazy

i’d nurse you back to health and if I couldn’t save you I would take away your pain and keep it inside of me

No matter what, I would still want you here with me

 

baby once you get into my heart, you will always be

 

you couldn’t have been loving me in secret this whole time

it couldn’t have been easy on you to watch me reject you

time and time again

i wonder how long you waited for me to find out

i fell in love with my best friend

you were always the one for me

 

if i really had to find out that you were angry and hurt by all the times I let you down

i would understand

i don’t want to be the one to hurt you

i didn’t know for so long

and if i had known i would have done anything for you

 

if i really had to find out you were just a stalker who was able to fool me

i’d still be convinced your obsession was love and I’d be impressed by the steps you took to get close to me

if i really had to find out that you never loved me

well I would never believe it for one second

 

and if i really had to find out we had to be enemies

id still call you up to check in

a million times a day

 

there’s nothing that could stop me from loving you

there’s nothing that could keep me away

 

i know all the signs want me to stay away

but I don’t think it’s the right thing to do

what does my heart say?

my heart wants to stay

it does

I don’t want things to end this way

you are the only one i want to be with at the end of the day

 

if i really had to find out we were in a confusing love triangle

i guess i would wait for you until we got ourselves untangled

 

if i really had to find out you were projecting yourself into an avatar

if i really had to find out you were from the stars

well i would still wait for you

 

if i really had to find out you were too far away to hold me

if i really had to find out we could never be together

if i really had to find out something terrible

i would still love you forever

and if i really had to find out I ruined everything between us

if I really had to find out there was no possible way we could ever make it work

I would still love you

 

If I really had to find out you were God and I was just a player in your game

then I would just want you to keep playing me the same

If I really had to find out you were everyone else in the world around me

then I would want everyone to be mine

 

If i really had to find out that I’ve gone insane

I would hope you would still love me the same

 

If I really had to find out that you don’t want me because of your religion

i’d convert myself just to be with you

 

if i really had to find out that you decided to stick to a life of celibacy

well i would be celibate with you

 

if I really had to find out that you were too afraid to commit to me

i would help you overcome your fears, I would do whatever it takes

to keep you here with me

 

except talk to you honestly

that’s something I will never do

i’m just too scared of what you might tell me

but if i really had to find out the truth

i would still love you

Harsh

I know all the things you told me

but you always contradict yourself

I know at times you play me

but your lies are so believable

so I can never seem to tell

 

i thought we were going to be happy

but it looks like heaven turned to hell

you taught me to love unconditionally

so did you just pretend I was desirable

because you just walked around me

every time I fell

 

did you have fun pretending to love me

do you like watching me struggle in this prison cell

for a second I thought I was lovable

but you never want to be with me

i guess I couldn’t see through your love spell

 

i don’t understand why you don’t love me

i don’t understand how you can be so harsh

I’m crying because your coldness cuts through my shell

 

i don’t understand why you don’t want me

i don’t understand why you are being so harsh

what did i do to deserve this hell

my love is yours permanently

it’s not the kind of thing you can so easily dispel

but you are being so harsh

 

I have nothing left and you are breaking me

but i still don’t want this to be farewell

why does it have to end this way, it’s so harsh

 

I won’t let go of you no matter how much you hurt me

so i know this is going to hurt like hell

 

This whole time you forgot to call me

i’ve been thinking of you and not doing well

your coldness is so unbelievable

even when I was there you never seemed to hear me

i doubt you would even hear me if I were to yell

 

I love you truly

but baby you are so harsh

i really wanted us to be together

i really thought the world was changing

and love was coming to me

but I guess I fell

and this hell just feels so harsh

 

I lost my way and need an angel to save me

I don’t want to be left behind here as the world is lost in hell

God please don’t give up on me

I really need some help to find myself

I really wanted him to love me

but I guess I need to love myself

 

God please have mercy

I really don’t want to be sad and lonely

heartbreak and tragedy

are lessons I already know too well

i’ve been alone for far too long

where has all the love gone?

I can’t handle this heartbreak

God, it’s too harsh

he is breaking me down

all my dreams are falling down

God, it’s too harsh

God please help heal me

you know, it’s kind of funny

despite this heart ache

my heart is so big that I feel it swell

I love him and I love everybody

i just hope one day I will be loved too

by somebody

 

i’m not giving up and i’m not going to dwell

because i have so much love inside me

it’s just too bad all he wanted to do was rip it apart

because i have so much love to give somebody